written:december 14 2009

We have been together since May 12, 2009.웃♥유
And I’m way past sprung. He’s the man of my dreams.
There isn’t another guy out there that can measure up to what I have.
And I’m not a stupid girl; I know what I got and I won’t mess it up.
Never Ever Ever.
Put your hands on him and I swear to God I will break them.
I’m probably the definition of an overprotective girlfriend.
I don’t care about the past because he is my future.
We bitch and complain and try to get under each other’s skin.
But it’s all out of love:)
He takes care of me and keeps me sane.
My life has taken a drastic turn because of him…
And I couldn’t be more grateful to have someone has amazing him in my life.
I have no clue what I ever did to deserve him.
My family loves him and couldn’t be happier for me.
They already consider him and treat him like he is a part of the family.
And that’s because he is.
I’ve never met anyone with such a pure heart and soul…

I trust Joe completely. With him, I don’t have to worry if he is going to do anything intentionally to hurt me. He would never talk to other girls behind my back or cheat on me. It’s just not in his character.

How many guys out there are like that?

Very Very Few.

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I first met him about three years ago at Last Shots show.
I remember when my nephew introduced us.

I just remember thinking “Wow, He is so beautiful.”

He had his arms crossed looking all fine in his red Force Of Change shirt.

But Aaron had told me not to bother cause he was taken..so I was like okay:[

I figured I’d just be friends with him and I never expected anything more than that.

Of course a girl can dream, but that’s as far as I thought anything would go.

I recall telling my best friend Rhea, “I want him… I AM going to get him.”

One night in April, I had slept over at my friends Michelle’s house.

We were talking about boys and who we liked..She asked about me and if I was interested in anyone. I told her about Joe and how sweet he was and how we were just close friends but if the chance ever came I wouldn’t hesitate.

Then shortly after that night, the opportunity came for me; and I wasn’t about to let it pass.

When there is something I really want I WILL get it.

And if there is someone there telling me NO..ahah that will just encourage me more.

I kept telling myself that I would get him and to be patient…I knew he was just so special.

All I wanted to do was make him mine.

And I did:]

These Past seven months have been the most amazing.
2010 is around the corner and I can’t wait to experience it with Joe.

_he takes care of me._he brings me sprite when I’m sick._he bandages me up when I trip._he helps me clean up my mess when i break something(usually on a daily basis).._he picks me flowers._he pushes my buttons._he pisses me off._he likes to make fun of my lisp._he takes me out on cute dates._he kisses my forehead._he kisses my booboos to make them go away._he makes my bed for me without asking.._we color together._he doesn’t take my shit._he stares at me randomly and makes me feel self conscious._he thinks i look pretty when i don’t have makeup on._he gets jealous when i talk to guys but tries not to show it._he helps me cook._he does the dishes._we beat each other up._we cuss each other out._we laugh at all the people who thought we wouldn’t last._he knows me better then i know myself._he makes my days worth it.

Joe isn’t my first love or my first boyfriend. But for the first time, ever, I am really experiencing what it’s like to love someone and to have that love returned. For the first time I am realizing what it is like to care about someone more then you thought possible. Being so happy, but scared at the fact that you have opened your heart so wide for someone and have given them, not only all of your love, but also the power to hurt you completely. But that is what life is about… taking chances and risks. And whatever happens, happens. I believe that everything happens for a reason. And no matter what happens, I KNOW that Joseph Arreola is worth it…..

I know people reading this will think it’s so “cliché” and it’s what any girl would say about their boyfriend.
But you don’t know me and you don’t know just how DEEP my relationship with Joe is. People have tried to break us apart…to tear up our trust in each other.
But it’s not going to work. It’s going to take a lot more then people with the mentality of a four year old to break us up. I always swore to myself I would never fight for a guy…But he is the exception…..
I’m not going to let ANYONE try to come into our life and take control over it.
Joe and I are the only ones who have any say in our relationship. And that’s how it’s going to be.
“I know it never works for others but we are better than them.”….

2 more months until my 3 year anniversary.

holy fuck…

I cannot believe that. Seems just like yesterday I first met him, and he was dating some whore…. and then I won his heart over. I mean come on, there was NO competition. ha jk. But seriously. It’s so crazy how fast time has flown by.. he helps me through everything. sure, there are times when i want to choke him out (and not in a sexual way) but I don’t know. For him to put up with me after all this time, I’m grateful.

” I KNOW I want, need and love you Jessie”.

<3